I just wanted to share a little story about one of my dreams I had recently. I had a dream one time where I had totally different friends and went around messing around, and driving around and finding something stupid to do, but instead I was a girl. It was those kinds of dreams that you knew the whole back story to and had an understanding of who you were and the people that were around you. So in the dream I had these friends, mostly guy friends, and went around for a drive. Untill we came across a weird looking house, got off and looked around, and at this part of the dream I had that feeling that it might turn into a nightmare and scare the hell out of me and wake me up. Not this time, I was looking around the back with the other guys and discovered it was just a nasty looking abandoned house. Well in the memory I had of the dream I had to go to the bathroom, but was such a confident gal, that I had more confidence that I did ever before. I guess it was the fact that I knew I was a girl and undertood the lifetyle of being a female. This reflecting on my male life, I was so damn comfortable as a girl fucking around with a bunch of friends. So, getting back to the dream, I sneeked in the boys bathroom, I believe it was since In the dream the bathroom had urinals, but me and some of the other girls came in to mess around. For some reason we had to leave and I knew that somehow, and everyone left the bathroom and I stayed to see how long it would take some one to find me. Supposebly it was going to be demolished and a contractor pas peering inside the girls bathroom? I guess the guys bathroom turned into a girls bathroom? Anyway, the man didnt want to come in and was calling out to see if anybody was still in thre. I could only see his shadow on the floor as he kept calling for anybody still inside. I was hiding againts a wall and thats when I got a good description of what I looked like in the dream. I woke up after that but in the dream I looked like a raver girl, thick tall boots flourescent tubing on my pvc skirt, and colored harifalls and everything.
I looked a little like the picture on the left, but a little more decked out with possibly more piercings and heavy makeup. I got to thinking, if I had been born a girl, would I have turned out to be a raver girl? Would I have been so confident to be me? Is being rebelious in a way more free and with that surfice me to be more confident as a human being?? I usually dont like to complicate myself on "what if" questions. But I am very interested in the meanins of dreams. What does the abondoned house represent? What does the bathroom represent? Why Raver? Why different friends?
I would really love to hear what my readers have to say.
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It could be the abandoned house is your house and you feel you need to abandon it, while new friends could mean you might need new friends who will help you to become the girl you want to be.
ReplyDeleteIdk, I had a dream one time where someone removed my appendix and gave me a sexchange instead at some beach- sometimes dreams are just weird. Other times, and these happen fairly often to me when i can remember them, something in the dream will come true. Maybe it could be you find a house just like that, maybe you meet new people who look like that, or maybe after your transition, you'll look like that.
i think you could have been a raver girl if you were born a girl, you definitly have the confidence. i mean you were brave enough to come out, start transitioning, and make a caption site to talk about it. you are definitly brave and confident.
ReplyDeleteplus dreams are always wierd i had one where i was the leading actress in a dracula play while girls in sailor moon costumes hung upside down by bungee cords and swung back and forth while sword fighting (magicly the skirts stayed decent:) )
Hmm... I should share more of my dreams here, Ive had a few more were I was a girl. I guess I had this dream because I often feel pretty as a girl inside... Well I would never submit myself to being transformed into a girl, and by transfom I mean sugically, sex changed... Plus I would never come out as pretty as the girl on the picture. But as Ventrious said, that if I would have been born a girl I would of come out to be a raver girl. I certianly would think I would have more confidence in a body of a female, if I knew the excellance about being a girl, and especially a pretty one at that. Although, in the other dreams---unlike this one, I had bigger boobs, somewhere between C's or DD's. In this dream I had like a B cubs or something.. ;0
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