Tina writes....

About the questions cause I know all of you are really interested in what I have to say.... Yeah right! I didn't get one single one! Well there was one but that is not really what I was expecting, I was expecting for my e-mail to get flooded with e-mails!! What the hell!

Well I've decided to get a little lazy on this months "Who I'll Like to be for a Month..." I've tried to force myself to find a girl to put up but I was way too distracted with family over... I had my two cousins over here from Mexico and had a lot of practice to speak my rusty ol' Spanish. I've made the mistake to tell my younger cousin about how better off Ill be if I were born female... He thought it was a little strange but he kinda accepted it by agreeing with me that maybe he would look pretty as a girl as well now that he thinks about it. I had to really keep myself from saying how much I would rather be chased than to chase after. How I would feel much more comfortable to have been the little girl who would just sit and wait for a man to come around and ask me out and then just give him the cold shoulder as much of the other girls do to guys. How ungrateful I am to be born a guy... I think that there was the big mistake, to tell him that I don't like the body I'm in, to actually say that I much rather be a girl that would worry about things that women worry about.... I think I told him that I would have liked to be the really dressy girly type, the one girl who wears things that are over the top, but not really slutty, be feminine! I would love to have the freedom to wear what I want and not be told that I shouldn't be wearing such a thing, more girls can get away with a lot of things that guys cant, and I hate that! I don't know how many times Ive herd that a man cannot wear such things or else they'll be told that there too old to be wearing something or only gay guys can wear certain things. That, is one of the things that I truly cant stand!! I hope I got my point across I thought.... :/

OK so maybe I'll do a double set for the monthly theme, that way I can make it up to myself and maybe some of you... And about the Questions, can you please send me some?? I think I might just end up making up questions for myself and that way I can.... I don't know. If you haven't noticed already, I added a little gadget to my right panel, about the questions?

Oh and I still got a lot to do, a lot to show. I have a couple of caps that need to be published and some other stuff I need to finish: like the X-girlfriend, and the poll results, you know turning them into caps!

well for now please feel free to send me a little love through any source you wish...

-Tina

ps. Oh and I was kinda wondering, if some of you who cross dress or dress up or whatever the non offencive way to call it can tell me where I could buy (online) some high heels for really cheap prices but with really good quality?! Oh and the shoe size conversions? I'm a 10-11 size in mens. :X